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college stuff that happened in my last AP Literature class made me realize…

That I really want to double major something along with dancing - seriously. I know I just started a while ago, but I already love it to death. Already to the point where I want to take more classes and become more versatile rather than just hip hop. Maybe like jazz, or ballet, or something! I just have this hell of a huge dream to go to Juilliard. The only problem is that if I start taking these dance classes now, I’ll be even more busy. Like, to the point where when I get home - I bet all I’ll do is sleep. IDKKKKK! I really just want to get better at dancing and stuff. Ugh. This is irritating.

Why couldn’t I have started dancing when I was like, 5 or something?

I’d be amazing. -__-

Laaaates.

fact number 19;

When I find a song I really like, I play it on repeat until I get bored with it. One time I’ve liked a song so much I played it for a week and a half… or so. P;

Seriously? Can we please start typing out our words and make use of our english classes when online? Pretty annoying when someone is laughing at you for not understanding what the hell they’re trying to say. It makes me wonder how those people do on english essays and crap. Whatever. :|

xaceee:

whooo today’s me and Aaron’s 4 years of being bestfriends (: love yooou

SHOOP DA WHOOP! c: <3

she-whispers:

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Top 13 Reasons why Gay mariage is BAD!

13. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven’t adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

12. Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That’s why our society has no single parents.

11. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That’s why we have only one religion in America.

10. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

9. Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn’t be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren’t full yet, and the world needs more children.

8. Gay marriage should be decided by the people and their elected representatives, not the courts. The framers checked the courts, which represent mainstream public opinion, with legislatures created to protect the rights of minorities from the tyranny of the majority. Interference by courts in this matter is inappropriate, just as it has been every time the courts have tried to hold back legislatures pushing for civil rights.

7. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears’ 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6. Civil unions, providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a different name are better, because “separate but equal” institutions are a good way to satisfy the demands of uppity minority groups.

5. Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can’t marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

4. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

3. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

2. Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

1. METEORS and VOLCANOES.

Source: idr

This is a true knee-slapper! The author depends heavily on satire. I love it. Sarcasm/satire comes hand in hand with me. :)

Word.

fact number 18;

I have really bad trust issues, and I would say the reason why is because of my dad.

WAS FUUUUUN! ohmygoodness. :D

Seriously, this bonding with both groups definitely makes me feel much closer with them. Even though all male keeps calling me, “Hey futureshock!” or “Futureshock, come here!” s’all good. -__- Lol. Whatever. Idk, I just had a lot of fun! It was sad though at one point cause I found out that this season’s MightyShock (ages 5-14?) set was dedicated to one of their members who recently passed away. I felt bad cause some of our members in FS were crying cause they knew him and… yeah.

But, on a brighter note - FS and eAM did really good! The fact that the show closed with FS, it was a great way to end everything. It seemed like it was a full house cause when they cheered after we finished, it was LOUD. That cheering overwhelmed me and it felt SO good. I’ve never gotten goosebumps from being cheered on before so that’s a first. OH, and you can’t forget all the cute asians that were there. Nomnomnom. ;D HAHA.

K I’m done.

Laaaaates.

watched old videos of center stage and i bawled my eyes out like a little baby.

You guys are making it so hard for me to quit, but you know I have to.

All I can say. ;___;

o1. I hope that when you grow up, you don’t become a spoiled little brat. I don’t want to have to deal with it, really. If you do become one, it will most likely scar me and not want to have kids. Sucks, cause I do want some for my own.

o2. I see you around school, and when I do I get so aggravated. We haven’t even spoken in a good two to three weeks or so but my anger towards you builds up everytime I think about it. When we do meet I know you’re going to say something and I’m just going to blow up at you. I honestly don’t care anymore, you’ve changed so much - and for the worst, too. I’ve known you were a bad influence from the beginning, but you’ve gone to a new extreme. You can talk all you want about me, go ahead, but we all know who the little slut is.

o3. You too. You’re cool and all, but the change of everything has gotten to your head. Your ego is way too big for someone who’s not even that great.

o4. So I remind you of someone, eh? Is that why you’re so nice to me? You’re really cute, I just wish you flew my way.

o5. You’re so adorable! But… I think we should just stay friends.

o6. I’m really glad that we kinda/sorta fixed things up since middle school. Idk if it’s just me, but I felt a lot of tension between us before and the fact that we talk to each other much more than before, it makes me smile. :D

Yep.

I can honestly say, we’re a lot alike. The whole not knowing who you’ll ultimately end up with. As of right now, I am attracted to both. My stronger pull is towards girls, but a part of me is in denial. I know who I am, but the fear of my family finding out I am bisexual is heart wrenching. I will ultimately be forced to marry a man. Maybe the day will come that I won’t have to. I’m just not sure yet. We’re still young. Just be with who you love, and all else will fall into place as they may.

she-whispers.

Julie, I’m glad I stumbled upon you. You’re really inspiring/helping me a lot. All I can say. Hope things work out for you, somehow! I’m sure you’ll do fine. :] <3

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if I went over this topic yet, but…

You know, one of the biggest downsides of being bisexual is wondering who you’re going to end up in life with. I was thinking about it today when Arianne asked me who I would go to homecoming with if I had a date, and it made me wonder. I mean I know I’ve always thought of this before and who I would want to spend the rest of my life with, but I’ve never really seemed to finalize my answer. Ending up with a guy, I know I’d probably be much more happier. So I admit it, I’m leaning more towards guys - relationship wise. Ending up with a girl, it’d be much easier to start a family and such. I can’t say that I’m going to be happier with a guy, because who knows? I might change later - I kind of doubt it, but you never know.

I don’t know where I’m going with this because I’m typing as I’m thinking, but it just sucks how I have to deal with this. I know that if I want to end up with a girl, I’d have to date a girl who was okay with me being bi - but that just means I’d have to wait maybe twice as long because there aren’t that many girls out there that seem this way. & I prolly only thought of that because of my impatience. Idk.

I can’t seem to think anymore, I have a lot on my mind. Too jumbled up to think straight.

Laaaates.

hiiiii aaaron ;) your such a cutie, and i love you hair! kay bye loves =)

Aha, for some reason I have a good feeling this is my lover, Samantha! Hopefully I’m right, I don’t wanna offend anyone. Oops x] But yeah, thanks! Talk to you later, my love! P;

hows future shock working out for you?

It’s actually really fun. The other kids there are really chill and friendly! Soooo easy to get along with someone. Yep, even though the practices seem to take over my weekends, they’re worth it. It’s really good practice/training and it’s fun. :D

3 groups!? How do u do it? Inspiration much? (;

Hahaha awww, thanks! (B Idk, it’s a little hectic to juggle three groups like this, especially with the classes I’m taking. But, I manage… kinda - with a little struggling on the way, but I sorta make up for it in the end. HAHA. Anyways… That makes me feel really good! If I’m inspiring someone, then I feel like I’m getting the best of both worlds. I’m not only having fun doing what I love doing, but I’m also giving someone an extra boost in something they want to do/are doing.

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fact number 17;

I eat way more than my body should be able to handle. Thank goodness for fast metabolisms because I love eating. (B

hm don’t take this the wrong way, I’m just curious since you’re bi. Are you familiar with the word downe? like, I just learned about that word a few days ago, and I don’t really see it/hear it being used around here. just wondering!

btw, if you don’t know, downe means bi. so yea, just curious!

Yeah I actually am familiar with the word “downe.” And honestly, I kind of prefer not using it. I mean, I know a lot of people in the LGBTQ community do, but I just don’t really… feel like using it? I don’t want to sound rude but being “downe” can mean a lot of things and I’d prefer people knowing that I’m bi, straight off the bat. Being “downe” pretty much pertains to all the other people/sexualities/orientations in the LGBTQ community. I think the reason why I don’t use the word is because I’m tired of people assuming I’m gay. There’s nothing wrong with being gay, of course not, I just don’t want to be thought of something that I’m not - even if its half true. Don’t worry, I don’t take offense to this. I’m glad you were curious. x] But if I offended anyone with this in any way or form, I apologize. Idk, it’s just there are a lot of ways you can define “downe” and make it your own - I just choose to think of it this way.

Ay can i give you a lineup? =] mike will do it

LOL NO. Ughhh, this is either Frances or Mike so stfu. You guys, I really don’t want to line up my hair, so just quit it. Haha. x] -__- No matter how cool it would look, I just don’t want to. Idk why, but… no.

aaaron, i just wanted to tell you that your an amazing person! dont ever change:D!

Awww, thanks. :D Hmm, but I just realized something. I know a lot of people say “dont ever change” - but… we all eventually do, right? I mean, some for the better, some for the… not so good. x] But yeah, I don’t mean to burst your bubble whoever this is, but eventually I’m going to change. Cause for sure, I HELLA changed ever since Freshman year. Soooo… Idk. I don’t think it’s really necessary to say, “Don’t ever change,” to anyone anymore - but that’s just me. I’ll just take the compliment and say thanks. So yeah, thanks. :D

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hi aaron its been forever ): but I think youre great, always thought so! (:

Aww, really? Who is this? I kinda have a feeling this is someone who hung out where the BC’s used to, cause I rarely see or talk to those people as much as I used to last year! D: But yeah, whoever this is come up and talk to me! I probably miss you as much as you miss me! x]

what do you usually do to get to know another person?

Well, just talk to them! Idk, I mean it’s probably not as easy for some other people, but just go up to that person and start up a conversation! A good way to start a conversation off is to compliment them or something. I do that if I like what someone is wearing, or if they look cute today. HAHA P; but yeah. To get to know someone, you have to be comfortable around them - or at least that’s how I see it. And when I need to get comfy, I usually just start off asking questions to see what they’re like. Yep. Just… talk! I don’t know any better way to explain this question. x]

i admire your confidence (:

Confidence? What confidence? Aha, idk - I guess you can say I’m pretty confident about some things. I know there are some things I’m not very comfortable with about myself, but s’all good. Idk, is this what comes off of me? I mean, I would think that as soon as you get to know me - you’ll find my flaws and you’ll know that I know of them too. Hmmm, whatever. I’ll just accept the compliment. :P

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fact number 16;

Usually, I take about an hour to an hour and a half to get ready. So if we’re going out somewhere, be sure to tell me ahead of time! P;

How ironic, I saw you at WOD and I posted about it before. Then you’re following me and vice versa. Now, I find out you’re bi and wo0ohoo, me too! High five*

she-whispers.

Oh dang, no way?! Haha, I love how such a small world this is. :D And I just wanted to say, I love reading everything on your tumblr. You’re such a deep thinker! high fives back & hugs* ! (B <3

You are beautiful. Never let anyone else bring you down, and never give up on yourself—because no matter what, there will always be another sunrise. :)

Aww, how sweet. Thanks! I’ll make sure to think of this whenever someone disappoints, so yeah. So inspiring! Whoever this was, you should tell me because I wanna give you a hug now. c:

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ur bi? thats fukkin disgusting u should be ashammed of urself.

Are you kidding me? You’re seriously going to say/do this crap online? Really now, I would LOVE to say a bunch of things and rant about stupid people like you, but I’d rather not bother to stoop down to such a low level. You can just go suck a big one. If you don’t like the idea of me or anyone being bi/gay/whatever, don’t mess with them. I don’t understand why people have to ridicule others for their orientation when most of the time they have nothing to do with them. Whatever, I’m not gonna waste my time getting mad over this bullshit. Get a life. Oh, and learn how to spell too. Stop being lazy, this is the internet and all - but it’s as if we throw out what we learn at school away. As you can see, this is one of my other pet peeves - P30P13 wH0 TyP3 LYK D1z! Eh. I shouldn’t be ashamed, you should. Whatever, you’ll realize how stupid you are eventually.

In sophomore year i had a big fat crush on you for two weeks. (Insert awkward moment here) 1. I’m a gal. 2. My dad is schitso(sp?) to. Isn’t it lame? 3. I like bi people. Hah, bye.

Aha, I’m prolly going to seem bi-polar when I respond to this FS because of what was just submitted previously ^^… but anyways. I’m flattered. I kind of want to know who this is, not because they used to like me, but because their dad’s a Schizo too. Idk, I know this is a little off topic from this FS submission, but I’ve always wanted to meet someone who dealt with the same things as me. When I tell people about my problems with my dad, all they can say or do say are things like; “Awww.” or “I’m sorry.” or idk. I want to meet someone who knows how I feel and I can talk to them about it - how they deal with it. Whatever. If you decide to tell me who you are, I wanna talk to you. I really wanna know how you deal with things, I won’t care that you used to like me. Trust. I just need someone to talk to about this. I’d really appreciate it, but if you’re not comfortable to say so, then it’s okay. :]

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fact number 15;

I absolutely HATE being a third wheel.

fact number 14;

Sometimes I swear I have short term memory loss. When I have something to say to someone, I’ll call there name, and when I have their attention and they ask, “What is it?” - I’ll forget. Or sometimes it gets even worse when I get distracted after I call their name, I even forget that I’ve tried getting their attention. There are other times when I feel like I have short term memory loss, but it always seems to show up when I have to tell someone something.

Hi Mr. Applepie. How has your day been? (:

Well hello there, stranger. :D Mmm, it’s been pretty good so far. I slept over at my Arianne’s (my best friend) house the other day so I woke up… there. Annnnd we had breakfast, I left, did some APUSH notes, took a nap, and got ready cause I’m about to go out with my brothers cause it’s my 3rd oldest brother’s fiance’s birthday today. We’re going to Benny Hanna’s(SP?)! Ooooh baby ;D Haha, but yeah. My day may have seemed a little boring, but it was fun. Thanks for asking! :]

You seem really chill. I heard your bi? do your parents know?

Thanks. And yeah, I am bi and yeah, my parents do know. They’re actually okay with it. Or well, my mom is. My dad doesn’t know because he simply WOULD NOT understand. I know you’re prolly thinking, “Why not? Give him a chance, he might.” Ummm, no. He really would not understand. If you didn’t know, my dad is a Schizophrenic - and if you don’t know what the disease is, check it out. Basically, his comprehension of things aren’t as clear as they should be, so if I told him not only would his anger get the best of him, but his anger would like - not allow him to understand my situation. BESIDES, my dad is very traditional. So yeah, but my mom - she accepts it. She’s just worried for me, but that’s what mom’s do, right? Mhmmm. :] So far, it seems like it even brought us closer together, so I’m glad she knows.

U got reeeeal cute from the last time i saw u. (;

Really? Shweet, thanks. ;P I find this a little funny cause just this morning I was looking at old pictures from like the end of my freshman year and I thought, “Man, I got uglier from freshman year. D:” BUUUT, idk when was the last time you saw me! I’m hoping it wasn’t since then, because that would’ve been a long time since I haven’t seen someone and that makes me sad. Hahah. But anyways, thanks again. (B

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doing my APUSH notes, leave me some stuff! :D

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wondered what the world would be like if everyone were bisexual?

Do you KNOW how much easier and harder it would be to find that true love of yours? It would be easier, because you know they would probably like you; unlike a gay man falling for a straight one. But it would be harder, because it seems like it’ll be twice as hard to have that one person like you because they liked both guys and girls. Haha, idk if that made sense but I just randomly thought of this.

It’d make all these derogatory statements just vanish. Seriously, just do what the other guy said - Replace comments like, “That’s so gay” to “That’s so stupid.” Like how things USED to be back then. And the “No homo” stuff, I’m not even going to bother with.

Something to make you think a little?

So really, what if?

Well we believe you said something about liking cute guys, he doesn’t think he’s cute at all which lowers his self-esteem towards you :]

UGHHH, I really wanna know who this is! I’m guessing it’s someone I was checking out guys with? LOL, uhhh. Hmm, and I guess this is sort of like a compliment - so thanks? … Wait wait wait, “Well WE believe…” ? What do you mean we? x] Is this a group of friends posting on my formspring? I WANNA KNOOOOW. Whoever this is, call me on my phone right now! Haha. If you don’t have my number, ask someone for it! ;D

“i come out the same way! :D “

LOL, is someone eating corn? xD

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fact number 13;

Another one of my pet peeves - Those kind of people who ask questions during a movie. I get it that you don’t understand what’s going on, but question after question - “UGH, STFU ALREADY” - is all I can think of when I’m watching.

I performed @ Filam-Fest yesterday and all I can say is…

I hella fucked up. I don’t care what you say, “You were so good,” “I couldn’t even tell” or whatever.

I know I messed up is what’s the problem.

Sooo disappointed with my performance. I’m not saying I never mess up, because I know everyone does. But the fact that I messed up in parts I’ve never fucked up before, totally different story.

Okay, whatever. I’ll get over it.

Just… Don’t show me that video if someone recorded it. -___-

Laaaates.

hi aaron, i think you’re the cutest thing when you dance and sing! i love a select few in all male, and you’re one of them! GET THAT! guess who ;-*

Hmmm, there’s a couple of people who I know that use that smiley, but by the way you talk I think it’s… Marie! ;D Haha, am I right? If not, oops - sorry. Lol. But anyways, thanks for the compliment! I really appreciate it. (B <3

So, okay my friend doesn’t think he’s cute at all. I think I’ll tell you who he is anyways. :D

Ummm… What? x] I think you worded something wrong cause I don’t understand what you’re trying to say. But yeah, if you’re gonna tell me anyways then I don’t have to worry about it. Hah.

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how long did you knew aaron pelina? cos he’s a funny guy & so are you! AARONS! :)

Haha, well I’ve known him since 6th grade, but personally or like - actually becoming friends, since 9th grade. Yeeeah, haha he is pretty crazy, right? & Thanks! (x

I know someone who likes you, but they’re very shy. Would you rather have it that they came up to you and told you straight up about how they feel for you?

Umm, I honestly don’t know. Actually, I’d rather maybe like, have one of their friends come and tell me? I feel like if the person did it themselves they would feel awkward/nervous and I’d only make it worse for them. I’m not very good in situations like these. (x But if they want to tell me themselves then go for it. Idk. I just don’t want to get anyone’s hopes up cause… If they’re a girl - I’m really picky about’em. >____o; LOL, but if it’s a guy - hollaaa! HAHA, but he’d have to be cute too. ;D

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GOOD LORD, doing this post on my phone was a pain in the ass! D:

did you had a girlfriend before?

Yes, I actually have had a girlfriend before. But that was in like, middle school and I pretty much consider it like… puppy love or something. Haha, all we ever did was just hold hands and hug - we were too shy to do anything else. But yeah, we’re still pretty good friends though. Oh yeah, and lovely grammar. x]

Formspring is just DRAMA! Why do people get them all you see is how much someone hates you or loves you. It’s just a gussing game on finding out who wrote this about you or I can’t believe this person wrote this, Then you start to blame the wrong person and then you get shitted on. The only reason they say it on here is because they don’t want to say to your face. Why does anyone want cause more stress on themselves?
YOU’VE LET YOURSELF BECOME AN OPEN TARGET, SO PEOPLE WILL KEEP SHOOTING LIES, BULLSHIT AND RUMORS, JUST TO SEE YOU CRASH AND BURN.
Cause that’s all everyone wants to see you do is Crash, Breakdown, because everyone’s afraid to see your reaction of the truth.

Ummm, lol okay first of all, calm down. Formspring for me is just for fun, I don’t take it that seriously. I just like seeing what people have to say about me because I find it amusing. Also, I don’t even blame anyone for any bullshit anyone has to say. I really could care less if someone insults me online because I know I don’t have to stoop down to that level of immaturity. Plus - I really don’t care what other people think or say about me, I’m completely comfortable with myself. As for being an open target? I could agree with that. But I’ve already let everyone know WHO and WHAT I am, so I’ve been an open target this whole time. I really could care less. I don’t think absolutely everyone wants to see me crash and burn. Maybe for you they do - but not me. Idk, before you say things like this - Get to know me first or at least get your facts straight.

Kaaaaay thanks bye. ;]

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