fact number 26;
I like the sound of stepping on leaves when they get all crunchy and stuff during fall or winter.
daaang, someone actually sent me something. its been a while haha. P;
i like making you laugh! your laugh is really cute [:
you might know who this is..
Ahaha awww. This actually made me feel better. And actually, no! I don’t know who this is… Honestly, I have no clue. But… Thanks! x] <3
GO GO GO! :D
So I just got home from the family dinner at my other house, and to be honest when I got there I expected my grandma to be cleaning - cause she just loves keeping the house clean! But instead, it was my mom who was cleaning and sweeping the floor.
When everyone was done, I overheard my mom talking and she was all, “The house is so filthy! Your grandma doesn’t clean anymore… She’s getting old…”
When she said that my heart dropped. I almost started tearing up because I remember when I was little, I would help my grandma clean a lot of the time. I would help her do the dishes, I’d help her lift the laundry basket outside to hang them on the line and stuff. It’s so sad to see that what my grandma loves doing - she can’t really do it anymore because she might hurt herself.
I don’t know… I just feel like I’m running out of time now. I feel like I’m racing time. I have to make sure I spend more time with my grandparents before they’re gone. They’re the only ones I have left, and I don’t want to lose them so soon. I just wish that when we moved over here, they moved with us. I just realized that I spent almost five years with only seeing my grandparents a couple times here and there.
I regret not visiting them often so much. I feel like such a bad grandchild. Ugh, I wanna cry.
fact number 25;
I like taking naps throughout the day. I prefer naps than sleeping when you’re supposed to, hah.
I don’t really see the point in getting tattoos on the inside of your bottom lip. Who the hell is gonna see that? Pointless. -__-
worst day of my life.
I can’t believe I’m crying over this. I thought I was over it. I’m pretty sure why you broke up with me now - or I have a general idea. I can’t believe it. 4 months have passed and I find myself still crying over you? I need my best friends.
I. Feel. So. Pathetic.
has probably been one of my worsts.
Sick with the flu, my bronchitis is probably back cause when I coughed like this - I had it, and that head rush feeling is coming back. It gets worse too. When I would cough really hard, sometimes I would even have to run to the bathroom cause I’d throw up. And since I get dizzy, it makes me throw up even more.
Most likely not performing tomorrow. :[
and cried because of the dream i had.
I hate it when my dreams consist of someone dying. First I’ve had a dream that my mom died, then my dad, and just now my grandma? It made it even worse because of the family Christmas party we had last night and I just saw her. Idk what else to say, but it was weird. I felt like I was in my dream… not even kidding. The dream felt so real. Everyone was there, I remember everything.
I can’t think of anything else to say, it’s too early in the morning. I just wanted to jot down my feelings.
Grandma, I love you with all my heart. <3
I love seeing my grandma!
She’s one of those typical, short & tiny stature, chinky, asian grandmas that have those huge glasses which make their eyes look even smaller. She’s so adorable and she never ceases to put a smile on my face. :D
& She always makes me laugh cause every time she sees me she goes,
“Ahhhh It’s my apo(grandchild), Aaron!”
And then she runs to me and hugs me. But it’s so cute cause when she hugs me, she gives me a bear hug. :]
I just wanna say, get close to your grandparents because you don’t know how long they’ll be around. Make every second count. <3
i cant take it anymore.
While I was waiting to get picked up from school today, I encountered my first, real discrimination insult.
Well, I was waiting with my friend Janine but eventually she had to leave and left me alone. Then my dad came up a couple minutes after and while I was walking towards the car, I heard someone yelling behind me;
Hey you! … You’re a fag, huh? Get out of here faggot! Actually no, come over here! I bet you’d wanna come and suck my dick, huh? You’d like that, wouldn’t you?!
And he started laughing with his group of friends. All I can say is;
Fuck you. & Karma will get you back twice as hard.
I tried so hard not to turn around, run up to him, and start yelling, but instead I just kept my cool and kept on walking. You know, knowing that there are people out there who are like this… It really disgusts me. What has happened to our society nowadays? Well, not that it was in any state of well-being, but seriously? If I could have a one on one talk with whoever this was, I didn’t turn around so I wouldn’t know who it was, I would probably want to try to get him to see things from my point of view. Tell him all the shit I’ve gone through. I honestly hate how inconsiderate people can be.
And if he just so happens to not take my little pep talk to heart, I’ll just shove a dick down his throat - get a taste of his own medicine.
Fuck, I’m so heated right now. It’s not even funny. I swear, if I did see who that kid was and if I saw him around school, I’d make sure to make his life a living hell.
if you look back through your old posts;
you can learn a lot about yourself.
fact number 24;
I hate window shopping - it’s torture. :c
fact number 23;
Seeing abused animals, children, etc. makes me cry - or at least choke/tear up. </3