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month

May 2009

i wonder

what happened to the days where i blogged about everything?

Haaah, that makes me sound like such a loser, but forreals. I blogged about at least once a day, but now I just don’t really find anything to blog about anymore. Prolly because things are going pretty smoothly? Idk. I mean I can blog about hangouts like last night and events, but usually they’re covered by Janine and Arianne, so I feel like if I blog about them, the mutual people who follow the three of us prolly get annoyed. Am I right? Haha, idk.

Whatevaaaaa.

But dude, today’s mass was so crazy. As in like, inspirational crazy-like.

Idk, it gave me goosebumps.

I guess that’s all… I’ll blog more later.

Laaates.

May 31, 2009-1 notes
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today

had so many crazy situations going oooon. No joke.

Well, let’s start after practice, shall we? Practice ended much later than expected, or well I got out of the room much later than I expected to. It was because Mr. D wanted to speak to me after prac. and I had to go change and clean up a little bit. Then I call my dad because I missed three of his calls and as soon as he answers, he yells at me! At first, I could understand why he would be mad for waiting, but he usually waits much longer than 30 minutes! I remember that I specifically told him this morning to pick me up at 3:45. Buuuut, he said that I told him 3:30. -___- Sooo, he was mad that I wasn’t answering my phone DURING PRACTICE. I tried explaining to him that we aren’t allowed to pick up the phone unless we were expecting a call. Then he started yelling at me even more and said things like, “Really? What kind of an education is that?”

Okay first of all, that doesn’t make any sense and it’s totally off topic. -___-

Continuing…

“What does your teacher think of himself? Does he think that he is some kind of hierarchy? What happens if you need something or you’re waiting for something?”

But then that just proves he wasn’t listening to me because I told him that we could only use our phone when we’re expecting something. Duh. Then he just started cussing at me and blabbering off in tagalog. I seriously felt like crying then because it scared me how he was so angry. He’s never raised his voice that much to me and not only that, but I was worried I wouldn’t be able to pull through with my plans later today.

Speaking of later today… I had fun at Otay Idol. I met a lot of Full Effect kids and some of the regular students? But yeah, they’re all really sweet, or well most of the ones that I met. I’m proud of myself for actually trying to talk to some of them, rather than just sitting there most of the time. I usually would have just sat there and watched everyone else talk to each other. But, I got myself involved with other people. Yaaaaw. OH, annnnnd Trick bought us some sushi and fed meeee. Awwww :3

And there’s much more… But, if you want the details, talk to me later? Yaw? ;]

Laaaaates.

May 28, 20090 notes
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idk what

it is.

But lately, or well now, I’m not feeling good.

Physically, mentally, emotionally.

I really don’t know whats wrong, and it’s

kind of scaring me. :[

May 27, 20090 notes
its been

a while since i last tumblred.

Hmmm. What to talk about? Well, today’s practice was terribly stressful. I seriously couldn’t take learning that whole first piece in one day, it was killing me. It bothered me how I could have learned the dance the first day it was choreographed, but whatever. They said the guys didn’t really have to learn it, but then we end up making the guys do the same stuff pretty much. Oh wells. I feel somewhat accomplished even though some parts I had a hard time remembering when I practiced it at home. -___- Ahhhh, speaking of practicing, I have to practice the song for final bow. D:

Ehhh.

Mr. D screws us over a lot. -___-;

ANYWAYS, dude it pissed me off how this one person called me a whore. I usually don’t let what people think about me annoy/bother me but this time it was as if all hell broke loose. Like seriously, how fucking DARE you call me a whore when you’re the one who sleeps around like no other. I really think you’re just jealous because I can actually be in a relationship and you? Well… all you can get is just a one night stand. Really now, you’re cool sometimes but sometimes I wish you could just shut the fuck up.

I hope you choke on some condom, motherfucker. :] ♥
I bet you don’t even use condoms. You whore.

Laaaaates.

May 26, 20091 note
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i love how you accept my flaws.

:] ♥ ♥ ♥

May 24, 2009-1 notes
tumblr crushes! → youtube.com

jasminearticulates:

LOL, THIS SCARED ME. I clicked on a link that supposedly shows who your tumblr crushes are, and this poped up.

WTF. HAHAHA.
May 23, 2009-1 notes
May 23, 20090 notes
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kids.

Infants ; Stressing.

Toddlers ; Cute.

5 Children (ages 5-11) ; … Kill me NOW.

I know for sure I am in no rush to settle down and be a babymaker, or well - adopt kids? Hm. Well, whatever. If I adopted a kid, I’d prolly make sure they were quiet and easy to take care of. Hah. [x But anyways.

My oldest brother’s girlfriend, Que, came over last night with her nephews and omggg, I can’t stand them. I usually get along with kids pretty well, but these five boys are just too much. I know it’s a little… Idk the word for it - for me to say this, but they’re so immature. I mean, my mom told me that when I was little I wasn’t like this. She said I was quiet, and easy to take care of. I didn’t really cry, and when I grew up to the age these kids are now, she said I was mature for my age. Looool.

Now idk if my mom was just saying that, but I could believe her. I remember my teachers in elementary school would always talk to my mom and comment on how well-behaved I was.

What happened? I’m like, a complete wreck now. Whateva. x]

But yeah. I don’t really know where I’m going with this blog…

Buuuut, kids.

IF YOU’RE GONNA DO IT, USE PROTECTION.

LOLOL. :D

laaaaates.

May 23, 2009-1 notes
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disappointed.

I searched through my dashboard by typing in the searchbar, “gay”.

And tons of results popped up with everyone using gay as a way of saying something is “stupid”.

Really now, guys?

May 22, 2009-1 notes
a little

annoyed.

So, while I was waiting for the BC’s and Trick to come over I was watching E!. And like, since the American Idol finale was just last night, a lot of the shows were about how Kris was the winner and how they thought Adam should’ve won - or something along those lines. But anyways, it got me thinking back to how Adam was gay and it reminded me of the quick conversation in Filipino. It all started when someone said Kris Allen was awesome or something like that, and Arianne popped out of nowhere and said, “Nope. Adam was robbed, he should’ve won” … Or at least I thought Arianne said that.

Then I remember her and Michelle arguing over who should’ve won and Arianne simply said, “Nope. He should’ve won cause he’s way more talented, and he hot.”

Right after Arianne said that, I heard someone say,

“You know he’s gay right?”

I don’t want to say their name because I’m pretty sure everyone knew who said that. Besides, she might even be reading this but whatever. Back to my point.

What does being gay have to do with this? I mean, being gay - does it make you any less attractive? Since when has being gay, been a flaw in someone? Seriously, that just ticks me off now that I think about it. I mean I’m bi, but that doesn’t mean I can’t stand up for the gays, lesbians, trans, etc. It still pertains to me.

But really though, it’s starting to bother me how “gay” is being a commonly used word. And not only that, but it’s used for a derogatory remark too.

Tell me, is being gay really a flaw? Because in all honesty, it makes up for a strength in my opinion. Someone has the courage and confidence to step out of their comfort zone and confess to the world about their sexual orientation. They’ve committed themselves into accepting the discrimination they eventually will face.

Do you seriously think that being gay is a flaw now?

May 22, 2009-1 notes
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“Is there life before death?” —Graffito, in Belfast
May 21, 2009-1 notes
whoa,

leilaaani:

aaronapplepie:

Buuut, in the end, I thought, ‘Hm. Maybe if I drop it again… it’ll break itself into fixing itself?’ And so I asked Janine and Aaron, and they were all, “DO IT.”

And I did.

And it worked.

I wanted to cry, LOL.

———- HAHAHAH!

HAPPY TEARS, FOO. LOL :D
May 21, 20093 notes
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whoa,

i haven’t tumblr’d for a while now.

So here we go, hah. Today was annoying. I hated going through every class just for 30 or 40 or however long they were… minutes. It was pointless - even though in some classes we actually did stuff, but whatever. I felt pretty accomplished, I had all my homework done for the day. Well, except for my geometry homework. He randomly thought it would be nice to collect the homework logs today. -___- So I didn’t even have everything ready and he’ll prolly knock some points off by the time I turn it in. Lame.

Well, after school. Janine, Aaron, and I walked over to watch Spotlight perform just cause, and I thought it was so sad. ;___; Or well, it was sad in the beginning/first half of their show. Why? Because the teachers weren’t really paying attention. It was ironic, now that I think about it. Teachers nag at us for not paying attention, and now here we are getting annoyed at them. Ha, isn’t that funny? But yeeeeah. Also, it annoyed me how Mr. D didn’t even announce Spotlight, and so they pretty much started performing without their full attention. Cmon now, MD.

Then the three of us pretty much went to go eat, and hangout at… Target.

Looooosers. x]

Oh well, we had fun. Even though we were so tired we found everything funny. Whateva.

OH YEAH. Dude, when we were at Blockbuster, I tried scaring Aaron with this DVD cause it had some freaky crap on the cover. But then I ended up scaring myself, LOL. And since I scared myself, it jumped and I dropped my phone. I usually drop my phone when it’s closed, but since I was texting at the time, it was open. Oh gosh, I could’ve sworn when it fell I heard a snap. Then we were all freaking out, and we even went to AT&T across the street to see what we could do. Haha. Buuut, in the end, I thought, ‘Hm. Maybe if I drop it again… it’ll break itself into fixing itself?’ And so I asked Janine and Aaron, and they were all, “DO IT.”

And I did.

And it worked.

I wanted to cry, LOL.

… Laaaaates. :D

May 21, 20093 notes
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loool,

most of you guys know what im talking about.

Complete bullshit, right? x] But yeah, im just
gonna forget about it - if I can. I really dont
feel like tumblring about it though, he might
see it, so yeah.

Whateva.

Laaaates.

May 21, 20090 notes
11:11

make a wish!

wow, he’s gotten me into doing stuff like this. -__-

May 19, 2009-1 notes
takis & ice cream

Yum. x]

Aghhh, I’m kinda disappointed. I was expecting to spend a day with Trick but it turns out that his ride bailed out on him. -___- And I know who his ride was, so now it makes me not like her even more. That fucking compulsive liar. Like seriously, who lies about that?

WHATEVER. I’m done with her.

I seriously don’t want to have to deal with her.

But yeah, I at least got to see him when he stopped by for a little bit. I thought it was really sweet of him especially since he had to go somewhere afterwards with his sister. Idk.

I just hope things are gonna go the way I want them to. :D

Laaaates.

& OMG WTF. my tumblarity dropped from 121 to 16. -___- wtf is that shit?

May 18, 2009-1 notes
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Play
May 16, 2009-1 notes
“I met my father for the first time when I was 28 years old. I made up my mind that when I had children, my children were going to know who their father was.” —Christopher Gardner - Pursuit of Happiness
May 16, 2009-1 notes
May 15, 20090 notes
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asdfghjkl;

I’d have to say this was one of the worst weeks of my life. I’ve never felt so emotionally challenged. It makes me feel like throwing up. There were so many ups and downs, it felt like such a big rollercoaster. Actually no, probably worse than the feeling of a rollercoaster. It’s gotten so… weird/crazy that I can’t even really explain it how I want to. Idk, I want to talk about it but it’s most likely going to cause some unnecessary drama. So, just for all of us, I’ll keep it to myself because I’d rather have me suffer than trouble the group.

It just pains me that I can’t even talk to ________ about it because I know it will most likely annoy her. Right now isn’t the time for this, especially since they have so much to stress about; school-wise.

I feel like I should just go run off and go into hiding for the next few days.

It’s not even their fault, it’s my fucking emotions. They’ve been all over the place.

I need someone to hold me. Idk. I’m so annoyed at how I’m letting this eat me up.

Really, if someone were to call me right now. I wouldn’t know what to say.

My mind is spinning from all these thoughts that I’m trying to process.

It’s driving me crazy. I swear, moments like these I feel like my dad and that’s what scares me.

I don’t want to end up with some psychological disorder.

I’m gonna go before I end up crying at the computer.

Laaaaates.

May 15, 20090 notes
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#483

achoiceinthematter:

Someone who thinks my bed hair is adorable.

May 14, 2009265 notes
fucking bullshit.

Seriously, I just got back from the SL dinner show and my dad gave me a ride home.

Once I got into the car, immediately my dad sped off and didn’t notice there was a speed bump. He hit it, and went berserk. I was like, “Dad. You’ve been driving me ever since Freshman year here, how can you not know there was a speed bump there?”

He didn’t say anything.

As soon as we got near Lane, he was still speeding and there was a car in front of us who was going the speed limit. Rather than my dad, who was going 50 mph in a 35 mph area. Seriously, that’s crazy. And he got mad for almost hitting the car, when it would’ve been his fault because he tail gates like no other.

Once we got on Proctor, he was going 60, and I asked him, “Dad. Why are you speeding?”

And he said, “I want to go to sleep.”

… Okay first of all, it’s 8 fucking 30, you’ve never slept THIS early. You don’t even have anything planned for tomorrow, you always sleep in because your construction business isn’t going as well as it used to.

OH, and not only that. But he asked me, “What are you doing at your school so late anyways?” And I remember I TOLD him what I was going for. He gets mad at me for something he forgot about? And not only that, but when I try to defend myself he always turns it around onto me.

Whatever.

When we got home, this pissed me the fuck off the most. As soon as we stepped through the door, he turned on the tv in the living room and watched TFC.

fucking bullshit.

May 13, 2009-1 notes
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holy jaysus,

im SO nervous for the AP test tomorrow, and im not even taking the test!

I’m mostly just scared for the ones who’re gonna take it. Like seriously? Three essays? Oh gosh, I cannot fkkn handle that sht in one day. I’d rather rip out my pubes one by one, shiiiit.

LOL.

But anyways, good luck to the BC’s, trick, and everyone else who’s gonna take it.

I’ll blog more later, I have to get ready and leave for Spotlight’s Dinner show! :D

Laaaates.

May 13, 2009-1 notes
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infatuation.

Let’s start from the very beginning, shall we? x] Well, tomorrow I was supposed to go to Otay with Jasmine Aledia cause it was a pro-hour day and she knew someone from there, and I did too of course. Who’s that you ask? “Trick” is what I’ll call him. But yeah. That was until first period, I realized that we had practice from 2:30 to 4:30, and that totes killed my mood and my plans. But anyways, when I texted Trick what happened, we were trying to compromise with what we could do. We thought that he could come to practice, buuut I prolly wouldn’t talk to him that much cause I’d be focusing and he’d get bored. Besides, after practice we’re going to hang out at Aaron’s house then go to Arianne’s confirmation, so it’d be kinda pointless for him to come. ANYWAYS. So we tried to figure out about wednesday, but he had a workshop for his show choir cause auditions were coming up. Not only that, but I was gonna work the SL dinner show, so yeah.

So then there was today. I had no idea Otay has minimum days EVERY monday, thats craaazy. I’m so jealous x] But yeah. We decided that he could come today, but he would just have to ditch his karate practice. I thought that was pretty sweet of him, ditching his teaching the youngsters for me. LOL x]

But yeah. Then he came to pick me up with his sister and we got dropped off at Otay mall. It was super awkward at first, but then we loosened up to each other. We bought our tickets for the movie we were gonna watch. Obsessed, it was actually an okay movie. Beyonce can FIGHT. Duuude, she hella kicked ass. xD But yeah, anyways. After the movie, we basically just walked around the mall and talked. Dude, I saw so many people I knew. -___- I hate seeing people I know at the mall. It’s annoying. Lol, but yeah. Then, we bumped into Eriel’s friends. OMG, so awkward. Like, they came up to me and asked if I was still with Eriel and I said no. And they were like, “Oh…” and that’s it. .___.

I felt like SUCH a slut cause Trick was there. But, it’s not his fault. Besides, I really don’t care what people think about me. I could care less, honestly. But yeah, we walked around the mall until we took a seat on a bench and just talked about tons of things. Past relationships, favorite things, etc. Just getting to know each other. I’m glad we got to get to know each other on a more… emotional connection I guess? Rather than a physical one of course. But yeah.

Then it was time to leave, we walked to Macy’s and waited for our rides. Then I said,

“Hey. I remembered something. You didn’t complete half of the bet that we had.”

We made a bet, and the deal was that if I won, he would pay for my movie ticket and give me a hug. And if he won, then I’d have to pay for his ticket and I’d have to give him a hug. x] Which I don’t really get cause the hug is pretty much mutual. But yeah. When I said that, he was like, “Oh yeah. The other half of your win… thing.”

And then we sat down again on another bench and when he had to leave,

He hugged me. :] It was the kind of hug that was like… warm. Oh gosh. Lolol. It felt so nice, and not only that but when I felt like the hug was long enough, I wanted to move away. But he hugged me for a little bit longer, and then we had to leave. AHHH, totes made my day complete.

Laaaaates.

:D

May 12, 20090 notes
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i feel

horrible.

I did the exact thing I didn’t want to find myself doing. I feel like such a bad person. I’ve only realized it up until now and even though it’s not entirely my fault… Actually no. It is.

I should’ve never said that I wanted to stay friends, and made it seem like there was a chance for us to follow through with what I wanted.

I hate saying something, and not staying true to my word.

I see all of your bulletins, and you just make me feel like shit.

I know you’re still trying to get over it, but how can I when you tell the whole world how you feel? I already feel bad as it is, but with you going around and saying you’re going to hack your wrists off, and/or kick the bucket emotionally, I seriously feel like I’m gonna lose it.

You’re doing exactly what I feared you would. Please don’t do this to yourself.

I still care for you, at least know that.

May 11, 2009-1 notes
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“Take your slipper and APPLY JUSTICE TO IT.” —Trick. ;]
May 11, 20090 notes
you guys are all losers

noooaahsark:

TUMBLARITY 95!!!!

kdawgatsu:

TUMBLARITY 4 FTW!

watch, by the time you log on tomorrow morning, it’ll go down to 45 because you stopped blogging so much. :]
May 11, 2009-1 notes
noah's,

jasminearticulates:

aaronapplepie:

noooaahsark:

85, I’m having a tumblrgasm :D :D :D

aaronapplepie:

beating me at tumblarity. ;___;

But I’m at 71 now, just so you know. xD

i hate you. :’D

YOU GUYS ARE SO LAME LOL. im only at 30 ):

LOLOL. ;D
May 11, 2009-1 notes
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noah's,

noooaahsark:

85, I’m having a tumblrgasm :D :D :D

aaronapplepie:

beating me at tumblarity. ;___;

But I’m at 71 now, just so you know. xD

i hate you. :’D
May 11, 2009-1 notes
noah's,

beating me at tumblarity. ;___;

But I’m at 71 now, just so you know. xD

May 11, 2009-1 notes
Tumblarity =

noooaahsark:

70 :D

aaronapplepie:

noooaahsark:

61 now!

aaronapplepie:

noooaahsark:

52!  W00T W00T

Lolz!

Reblog session, anyone?

62! WHOOP WHOOP. lolol ;D

65. xD

… be quiet. xD
May 11, 2009-1 notes
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Tumblarity =

noooaahsark:

61 now!

aaronapplepie:

noooaahsark:

52!  W00T W00T

Lolz!

Reblog session, anyone?

62! WHOOP WHOOP. lolol ;D

65. xD
May 11, 2009-1 notes
Tumblarity =

noooaahsark:

52!  W00T W00T

Lolz!

Reblog session, anyone?

62! WHOOP WHOOP. lolol ;D
May 11, 2009-1 notes
Play
May 11, 20090 notes
“

When a character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

ew you biter, I said that in filipino remember?! HAHAHA.


OKAY, DAMN CALM DOWN PEOPLE.
I don’t even fkkn see how you guys can remember these things. x]”
—Japanese Proverb (via aaronapplepie) (via xaceee)
May 11, 20093 notes
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“LOL, noooo. I got it from the interweb. :3

This is so in our planner, right?


When a character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

”
—Japanese Proverb (via aaronapplepie) (via noooaahsark)
May 11, 20093 notes
mother's day

janineine:

I feel bad cos we didn’t get anything for my mom. ): And on top of that, when I went downstairs and said good morning, my mom was like, “happy mother’s day!” and i freaked out and said it and said sorry. but i swear, i thought of it when i woke up this morning and i was lying in bed. But when I went downstairs I forgot. D: But mommy, I love you with alll my heart<3333 Thank for for giving me life, and for everything else you’ve done for the family. :)

We went to mass @ 12, and afterwards we went to Krissie’s house to celebrate with the fam, even though both her parents are in the PI. ;P Heecka pigged out, as usual at Adviento parties. x) And afterwards we went to the hospital again to visit & greet. OHH YEAH, everyone was all talking about their dogs & stuff, and my auntie and uncle actually convinced my parents to let us get a dog. :o We’re gonna get a puppy from my auntie’s friend’s yorkshire terrier. :DD It’s gonna be white though (we wanted brown/black) but that’s okay. I wonder if we’ll actually go through with it though. :P

Pretty much family filled day today, well actually that’s practically every weekend. :3 Yaaay! Ohh, and Tito Eddie is coming home tomorrow so that’s good. ^__^

Anyways, we came home from the hospital about 6:30ish. The weather looked decent outside so my sister & I decided to go for a jog to albertsons. Usually she’s lazy to jog, but she wanted eyeliner. Lols. :3 I was alll self-conscious about someone seeing us running, cos those are popular streets and it’s embarrassing watching me jog. x) Then we hung out at the park for a little and jogged back. We did super stupid stuff on the way back on our street. xD Like ugly fast walking, leprachaun jump (lmao), & avataaaar! (you’d have to see it :P) Well actually that was all pretty much my sister, I just laughed and walked along. Haha. Our sisterly bonding happens at the randomest moments. ;P

Good thing I did most of my hw yesterday. :o But I still haven’t started my speech cos I really don’t know what to write about. ): & Well yeah that was my day! Hope everyone had a wonderful mother’s day. =)

♥ Yours Truly, Janine

HOMG, if you get that dog I’m so gonna dognap him/her. Or I’ll just be at your house more often. lolol :3
May 11, 20091 note
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“When a character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.” —Japanese Proverb
May 10, 20093 notes
WOW,

I can’t believe I had a dream of my tumblr.

All I remember is that when I logged onto tumblr, my tumblarity went down to zero and I began crying. LOLOL.

How sad is that? xD

Laaaates.

May 10, 20091 note
totally sucks.

I could’ve gone to the dinner thing trick invited me to, and my mom would’ve been okay with it. It’s just cause my mom thought that since I had already planned the plans, that I would’ve gone to them. But the fact that we were celebrating for mother’s day, I felt obliged to go. Apparently my mom didn’t really care, but she said if it were tomorrow and I went, she would’ve said something.

Idk. -___-

I still had fun though, but I would’ve liked to see what would’ve went down at the dinner thing.

Laaaates.

May 10, 2009-1 notes
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AW DAMN,

marieantoinette:

aaronapplepie:

that means i’m gonna miss seeing iCarly’s hot boyfriend, too. -___-

oh well, i’ll wait for a rerun of it. :]

 Sucks for you! Hehehe, I’ll fill you in on it ;-*

LOL, thanks sweetums. ;D
May 09, 20092 notes
AW DAMN,

that means i’m gonna miss seeing iCarly’s hot boyfriend, too. -___-

oh well, i’ll wait for a rerun of it. :]

May 09, 20092 notes
lame.

The plans I had today were canceled because we’re celebrating Mother’s Day early.

I mean I understand the fact that my mom’s not gonna be here on the day of it, but can’t we just celebrate it next week or something? The place we’re going to is most likely going to be busy - compared to it being next week when there’ll be no holiday the next day. Plus, knowing how my family is, we’re most likely not going to reserve beforehand. -___- I know, that all of this prolly sounds a little selfish of me, but I was looking forward to the plans I had today. Probably because of a particular someone, but yeah. I told’em I couldn’t make it to the thing they invited me to and they were like,

“Oh it’s okay. Don’t worry about it. I’d rather you go spend time with your mom if she’s not gonna be there on Sunday, so go ahead. I don’t mind.”

How sweet. :] ♥

But yeah, laaaates.

May 09, 20091 note
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“His loss, my gain.” —pfft, my ass.
May 09, 2009-1 notes
oh my zayum.

samanthahamilton:

aaronapplepie:

People can seriously be so stupid these days.

Back to that whole thing with the Swine Flu, people still freak out about it. It seriously is ridiculous. Whateva, seriously. I really don’t care anymore. You’d think people would learn it’s not that much of a big deal anymore, but people won’t care to listen.

How is this rant session starting?

Well I went to the hospital today to go check up on how my mom’s friend was doing and like, when we walked throughout the hospital, all these people were wearing face masks. Like literally, my parents and I, and I guess 2 out of every other 10 people weren’t wearing a face mask. Dude, really now?

If you think about it, these are the people who are voting for all those props, rights, and whatever else you vote for. I’m not saying Obama is a bad president, but I’m just saying that these people who get so caught up in the “world wide epidemic” are the ones who are setting the laws for our society nowadays.

And if you think about it…

We’re screwed.

Idk. Laaaates.

P.S ;; I really hope this is my last blog about this pig shit.
OH and this song, Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan is fkkn catchy as hell. LOL & I HONESTLY CAN’T WAIT FOR ICARLY’S NEW EPISODE TOMORROW, WHO’S WITH ME? XD

totally with you on the whole swine flu thing. -_- AND I CANT WAIT FOR ICARLY EITHER. her boyfriend in that episode looks soooo hot <3

LOL, oh hellllll yeah. Dude, when I saw the trailer for it and when he took off his shirt, I was like, “HO SHIIIIIET.” ;x
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oh my zayum.

People can seriously be so stupid these days.

Back to that whole thing with the Swine Flu, people still freak out about it. It seriously is ridiculous. Whateva, seriously. I really don’t care anymore. You’d think people would learn it’s not that much of a big deal anymore, but people won’t care to listen.

How is this rant session starting?

Well I went to the hospital today to go check up on how my mom’s friend was doing and like, when we walked throughout the hospital, all these people were wearing face masks. Like literally, my parents and I, and I guess 2 out of every other 10 people weren’t wearing a face mask. Dude, really now?

If you think about it, these are the people who are voting for all those props, rights, and whatever else you vote for. I’m not saying Obama is a bad president, but I’m just saying that these people who get so caught up in the “world wide epidemic” are the ones who are setting the laws for our society nowadays.

And if you think about it…

We’re screwed.

Idk. Laaaates.

P.S ;; I really hope this is my last blog about this pig shit.
OH and this song, Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan is fkkn catchy as hell. LOL & I HONESTLY CAN’T WAIT FOR ICARLY’S NEW EPISODE TOMORROW, WHO’S WITH ME? XD

May 08, 20092 notes
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leilani,

you seriously don’t know how
much better your text made me feel.

May 07, 20091 note
alright,

So today was the day.

I’m just gonna say it, I broke up with Eriel.

Dude, you don’t even KNOW how hard it was to finally get the nerve to start the break-up part. Like at first I wanted things to seem normal when we got out of the choir room, and right until we finished talking about how our days went, I pulled him over to the side and started talking about it. First I started off with saying stuff like;

Me: Okay well umm… You know how I told you I needed to get my feelings straight? Well, I decided what I’ve wanted to do, and…

I told him that we needed a break. The moment I said so, his face just completely dropped in expression. At that same exact moment he had done so, I just felt myself come crashing down because I seriously felt SO bad. Like you don’t even know, I NEVER want to have to break up with someone EVER again. The next time a relationship goes rocky, fuck. The person better break up with me because breaking up with someone that still has feelings for you is the worst thing to ever deal with. After I broke it off with him, I WAS THE ONE WHO CRIED. Why?

I felt so bad.

Not only that, but it bothered me how I was the one who felt bad when I looked over at him talking to his friends and he seemed completely fine. It looked as if nothing happened, and even though he had his sunglasses on, I could tell he was smiling still because well… it’s not like he wore a face mask or anything. But you get what I mean? Like, it sucks because I felt bad for breaking it off with someone who had strong feelings for me, but in the end it seems like they were perfectly fine. Even though he said he felt it coming, I didn’t know he prepared himself that much for it.

But, I guess it’s okay. We left each other on good terms and I said,

“I still wanna be friends. And I know that most people say that, but I seriously still want to be friends.”

And he said he was fine with that. But I don’t think I’m gonna talk to him anytime soon. I’m gonna give him his space to get used to it and… yeah.

Laaaates.

May 07, 20090 notes
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proud of

myself.

Staying strong.

May 07, 20090 notes
what the hell

did I do to deserve this crap.

-_____-

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